Friday, January 06, 2006

Should I or Shouldn't I?

I still can't decide if I want to enter hof.

In a way I want too, then I don't. Am I good enough? Do I deserve it?

Probably not.

But in a sick way I've been rejected from mostly everything else that I tried out for, so what is one more??

Maybe this will be my last thing and for the rest of the year I'll just scrap for me. And stop trying out for stuff.

I don't know.

I already started, so I guess I should finish.

Decisions, decisions.


jana said...

you are retarded! first of all, stop being so pessimistic! you do deserve to win, and you will! don't get discouraged! besides, its not the amount of times you fall that characterizes a person, its the amount of times you get back up again!
i believe in you.
do it!

nadine said...

i was going to and decided not to, but i dont really think my style is ck style exactly.