time...

hi friends.

don't you ever wish you had time to kick back like this?

without a care or responsibility in the world?

except in avery's case he is plenty responsible for lovin' his mama...

i keep reflecting on time.

i keep wishing i had more, i wish that i was better organized or prioritized.

wishing that i could sleep in, yet wake up early to be productive.

wishing i could spring clean the house, or spend the entire day playing with avery.

or had a free night/day every weekend to have a mini date with jamie.

it's always about time. and i don't like how it's consuming my thoughts lately.

i need to learn how to just not care about time.

to do what i want, or what i can and just be happy with that

so what if my butt doesn't hit a solid surface from 4-10 pm...

?

sometimes my thoughts are separated from before i became a mama, and after...

i long for my before time...when i had hours on end to do nothing...

but would i trade it in?

never.

he's so worth me being a busy, working mama.

i need to tell myself that more often.

xo,

melissa